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The Path Unknown

 

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Changes, changes, change is good.  And here we are, everyday changes.  Dramatic change full of upheavals and high emotions and a wave that is thrusting mankind forward.  Whether we want to go or not, we are going and no one really knows where. There are those of use who are full of confidence.  They know their path that they will follow and there are others that will flow with the tide. There is a pandemic, it’s seems to be relenting. In my part of the world it is not.  There is also revolution.  The abused have had a enough and mankind is joining together to create change that is good.  So all can live without fear and terror.

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We had an earthquake the other day and I didn’t even care.  It seemed trivial to the new way of life that was settling upon us.  People are craving socialization, but fearful that this may lead to a surge of new cases and then the Pandemic will never end.  We mourn the many that we have lost over these last six months.   Our loved ones, our friends, our elders.  We are realizing that there is most likely no going back and that our lives are now forever changed.  The masks, now everywhere are a constant reminder. I miss seeing smiles.

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Most of all, I see courage and hope.  I realize that we have to  let go of fear and forge ahead.  Because if we just sit and let disease and injustice loom over us, we will never be free, we will never have joy. I watch the brave first responders and our brave protestors march to their assignments, to somehow change the world for good.  It’s beautiful to see the human spirit rise and soar for justice and to save others.

My first experience with protest was in the 60’s.  Now, memories of the marches,  Martin Luther King’s and Kennedy’s assassination, are so clear it’s as if these events happened yesterday.  The Black Panthers, Angela Davis, The Women’s Lib movement. Woodstock. Protest was everywhere and it filled a dull black and white world with technicolor and opened the doors to new ideas and experiencing a new way of living.  Many sacrifices were made that made life better for us all.

It’s not the end, this is the beginning, just like many beginnings before this one. Tough, scary and the unknown and a challenge to the human spirit.

So, I’m not sure what tomorrow will bring, but I know that if I wake up tomorrow, I will be looking for answers and learn to live well with what life gives me.

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Running for Kennedy

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It was 1968 and I was seven years old.  I was at my elementary school, we were in the last period of the day and we were having physical education class.  The day was brilliant, warm, sunny and we were headed towards summer. John F. Kennedy had left the schools a legacy to teach fitness to the American people. He had made physical education of the American masses his pet project back in the beginning of the sixties. His administration distributed a pamphlet to all the public schools with his personal encouragement and with these wise  words:  “The need for increased attention to physical fitness is clearly established. The government cannot compel us to act, but freedom demands it. A nation is merely the sum of all of it’s citizens, and it’s strength, energy and resourcefulness, can be no greater than theirs.”

Kennedy’s goals for the people of his country were to  obliterate poverty, establish true equal rights for all people regardless of race, creed or color and integrate art into the center of American culture. He established the Peace Corps and the Alliance for Progress to bring American philosophies of freedom and prosperity to undeveloped nations of the world.

On that day in 1968, Kennedy was no longer with us, but President Johnson had carried forth his legacy. That day’s class included prescribed exercises and events to develop the physical fitness of school children.  One of those events was a half mile race and there I was racing and I was way ahead. It felt great and I almost couldn’t believe it. My breathing was easy and I could feel the sun warming me.  The heat of the sun seemed to jive well with running that day.  I kept looking at my legs. They looked long to me and strong and the moved with a  natural rhythm that felt great, but my knee socks kept falling down.  I was compelled to stop each time they fell and pull them up. A lot of kids began to pass me, but all I could think of was pulling my socks up. I finally finished and was relieved that the race was over and the embarrassment of my falling knee socks was swiftly becoming the past.  Needless to say, I didn’t win the race. Later in life I realized I was a fast funner and probably talented.  It struck me as funny, that all I could think of at that time were my falling socks.  It was the perfect example of not being able to see the forest through the trees. Getting caught up in minutia, details, obscurations-getting distracted. Something that still happens today, but not as frequently.




The brief time that Kennedy was president was an exciting time.  I was just two when he was assassinated, but when his brother Robert decided to run for president in 1968, I was old enough to remember the time well. Even as a child, I could feel the excitement in the air.  We were on the verge of significant change.  My family had a black and white television and every evening our family would gather around to watch the news first and then a program. Usually a variety show with singing and dancing or sometimes a vintage movie. The Wizard of Oz or Gone With the Wind were televised once a year and were highlights of the year’s offerings. The World of Disney was a favorite too. Kennedy and his travels were well documented on the news and his plans for the future. With his assassination and then the end of his candidacy, the nation plunged into a pit of shock and grief. Everyone pulled their curtains and retreated to gather themselves. In the period that followed, we only watched the news for several weeks. But the elections were held and eventually Nixon was chosen to to lead the nation.

The nation went on, Americans stayed strong and I would remember forever the wonderful times of Kennedy and running for Kennedy, even with my knee socks falling down.